So a lot has happened since I last wrote anything. For a while I was giving up everything and I didn’t know if I could carry on. I’ve done loads of mocks and other exams and got my results (for my mocks) but my mum didn’t care about them as she didn’t ask about them, and wasn’t really interested when I told her my grades.
I’ve been wanting to see my family in Dublin for years but because of not having contact with my dad and them not getting on with my mum it hasn’t been that easy. However I may have finally got my mum to agree with letting me go this July. I thought it was too good to be true; my mum wants to come with me because she reckons all the family there worship her. If they care, they would have contacted her.
After a very busy 2/3 school terms, it’s nice to relax for a little while. But when I relax the depression creeps back in and its harder to tell it to go away. So this Easter I decided try and find a website that would allow me to talk to someone. And I did! It’s called Friends In Need (FiN) and it’s a really great website; everyone understands you, is so supportive, makes you feel welcome and like you are not alone, they offer good advice and always get back to you so quickly, they are simply amazing people and in just the 2-3 days that I have been on the site it’s made me feel so much better! I strongly advise anyone who is feeling very low to visit this website and just start talking. There are groups and conversations you can join and there are even meet ups.
A Life In Chaos 